This site asks for my narrative. Fuck. Here are my non-answers.
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1594
I’m drowning
In an eddy
Endlessly
Drunk spinney
No relief
No reprieve
From my sea of me all me
So sunk in, can’t see a shore
Eyes frozen blue search no more
A hopeful heart is nevermore
With one last beat I beg, implore
For sharks that lurk
In thick dark murk
My great white smirk
I’ll love that hurt
That bitingly
Would drain from me
The bile in me
That poisons me
So Shakespearey
Romantically
Longingly
Wish fully
Finally
Peacefully
Dreamily
Dramatically
Will end maybe
When jaws of life give death and free
So foolishly
Like always
I wait for it
To destroy me
Yet nobody
Will end my me
They never see
Will never be
Invisibly
Ignore my bleed
Won’t save me
From my dark sea
It’s only me
Always me
Eternally
Hatefully
Dark starry
Gaspingly
So dizzy
This damn eddy
Where’s Jeremy
To speak to me
To help me flee
Meet destiny
And die asea
Heroically
It’s all I need
I long to leave
End my grief
Sooth my seethe
Stop naïve
Kill belief
Yet…I breathe
I don’t know why
I inhale – why?
I try – but why?
I kick – god why?
Gulp air – fuck why?
Surface – scream why?
Despair deny
I don’t know why
I hate the why
The fucking why
It’s treason lie
Churns inside
Won’t subside
Won’t just die
Stays high tide
Afloat, alive
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I don’t know how to live between
The darkest dark
And evergreen
A paradox
I can’t unlock
I tick and tock
And cry a lot
How do I learn
To lose all hope
Yet not let go
Not sink so low
To all I know
All I hate so
I want to go
I want to know
Another road
I haven’t sowed
That no one showed
Me to or fro
I’m all alone
Fuck it I’ll go
11123
Just shut up
You crazy cunt
You’re not loved
You’re all not
So just give up
So just shut up
Shut shut shut
The. Fuck. Up.
There’s no up
Empty that cup
It’s all for naught
You slob you slut
A hopeless nut
An ugly mutt
Who all make fun
Of your dumb sun
You are nuthin
You are done
Just be gone
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